Feeling out of phase with modern people in terms of values on whats right and wrong

18 12 2017

This happened during a conversation at a gathering of young people I went to. When the  girls of the group speak of their numerous previous lovers and them having sex, including a girl at the gathering who is 19 years old and she already have had more than 5 different memorable “lovers” to speak of, it triggered an instinctive gag reflex in me that I was fortunate enough to have it under control. I felt disgusted when they speak of their sexual promiscuity so freely.

However; if I were to speak of my whoring adventures in NV and Mexico they will probably feel the same towards me. It is clear to me that I am completely out of phase with modern people in terms of moral values

(me: promiscuity is worse than prostitution)

(them: prostitution is worse than promiscuity)


I didn’t know there are so many black TFL youtubers

12 12 2017

I recently came across a youtube channel here that has a collection of uploads from black TFLer (stands for “True Forced Loneliness”, a youtube term for incels). I was very much surprised as from stereotypes they are the pimps, the stylish and suave rappers who are smooth talkers to women i.e. natural seducers. Aren’t many white women(both American/Canadian as well as European) fetishize black men the same way Asian women fetishize white men?

Many of these brothas complain how sistaz have attitude and unrealistic standards yet in my own experience I had good experiences with black women. Its the Asian women who has the attitude, as they only fuck white guys and they feel like they have something to prove.

Wow, this is some surreal shit right here. I would think there are more Asian youtubers who complains about being TFL(unless they are less likely to speak up about it) but all you can find are channels like Ling Anderson who just claim that Asian men should just either turn gay or become trans.

Here are some sample vids by Oreo Man:

and Baraka Mkray:

Stefan Molyneux is completely right…

20 11 2017

True enough, America is the Roman Empire of modern day. I have no incentive to defend a society that tramples me into the ground. I pray to the good lord each day for its inevitable demise. I am ready to cheer as it burns


The curious case of Varg Vikernes

10 08 2017

In the recent days I’ve been following an Odin worshiping Norwegian white nationalist black metal musician Varg Vikernes on youtube, who goes by the handle of “ThuleanPerspective“, who surprisingly shared similar world view as I do. A few things I found Varg to be very unique among white nationalists are as follows:

  1. His wife is a native white European, where as most prominent American white nationalists like Ramsey Paul, Nathan Damigo, Richard Spencer, Kyle Chapman, etc. all tend to have Asian wife/girlfriends
  2. He heavily believes in living a simple life without dependence on anything, only in small tribes. Such view is almost unheard of among western Europeans who tend to be socialistic.
  3. He’s a native Scandinavian with 5 kids instead of their usual count of 0
  4. He’s a convicted murderer who killed Euronymous in self defense
  5. He practice what he preach. Unlike most of the white nationalists he can walk the walk and also talk the talk

Though I would never thought I would agree with any Odin worshiping white nationalist, his youtube videos are interesting enough to check out. Hear what he has to say.


Keeping a relationship as a former incel, passing and failing shit tests, meditation on the emotional pain on losing the relationship

31 01 2017

I realize that on many incel forum online discussions people often talk about getting the relationship. However; few speak of keeping the relationship and dealing with the emotional pain of losing the relationship some incels spent a lifetime to finally obtain.

For the non-cel, many of them have a life time of practice on passing shit tests by women since middle school. For the incel they do not. To the incel who finally obtained the relationship, on the emotional level he clearly needs her more than she needs him. The common mistakes the former-incel would make is that he will try to please her every whim and desire, and be overjoyed at her approval, which in turn he will ultimately lose her respect.

Other mistakes in today’s world of texting would involve becoming anxious when the woman does not respond to his text in time, narratives of her dumping him would run through his head. The fear and the paranoia of losing the relationship stress on his mind.

In today’s society, due to women’s unchecked hypergamous nature the idea that she will one day walk out on you on a whim or cheat on you with an individual like Mr. J, is an unfortunate reality.

Former incels should meditate on these unfortunate realities like the samurai who meditate on his own death in the most horrific ways in battle, or dying of disease. The former incel should meditate on the possibility of the cheating partner, being dumped, her walking out on him on a whim, being nexted for a hotter guy, being divorced and half of his money, etc. This is a necessary act in handling the emotional pain even the most experienced non-cel might succumb to.

“Every morning a warrior should recommit himself to death. In morning meditation, see yourself killed in various ways, such as being shredded by arrows, bullets, swords, and spears, being swept away by a tidal wave, burned by fire, struck by lightening, dying in a earthquake, falling from a great height, or succumbing to overwhelming sickness. An elder warrior said, “Once out of your front door you are surrounded by death. Once you leave your gate you are surrounded by enemies.” This saying is not merely a parable, but a way to prepare for your fate.” — Yamamoto Tsunetomo, Hagakure


My experiences vs the conventional stereotypes

7 11 2016

after reading the blog post by on why half Asians with white mother asian fathers seems to turn out better I started to think about some of my own personal experiences on “white only” Asian women, where sometimes reality and popular knowledge/stereotypes are often 180 degrees out of phase.

Stereotypes have positive image of Asian women for being feminine, nice and pleasant. Conversely the stereotype for black women is the complete opposite, where they are seen as vulgar, mean, and aggressive.However; my own personal experiences state the complete opposite. As from the blogger mentioned above, many Asian women prefer white men purely on a racial basis, they will get out of their way to hate on Asian men because they feel like they have something to prove, thus getting out of their way to be nasty as possible to Asian men. The women I have seen in their craziest, nastiest, and irrational states are Asian women(such as my stepmother after arguing with my father). In the reverse, my most pleasant experiences (in interactions with American women at least), the most laid back and the nicest people to hang out with, are black women.

My questions to Asian and Asian American men who reads this, I wonder if you guys have similar experiences?


Some thoughts on game culture

26 10 2015

The bible tells the parable of a wise builder who made foundation on stone which stood against the rain, whereas the builder who made foundation on sand cannot. Personal relationships works in the same way. as modern relationships are formed through game, which is based on seduction and deceit, as PUA gurus teach ways of tricking the woman(target) into falling in love with the individual the “gamer” pretends to be.

relationships built upon deceit are equivalent to building a foundation on sand thus cannot last, which is why “gamers” encourage the player life style of having short-term one night stands. However this creates instability of society for families breaking up. According to Robert E Rectors book of charts on divorce rate of women who have had multiple partners:

Age of first sexual experience (p.10):

>18: ~32-38%
17-18: 47%
15-16: 59%
13-14: 72%
<12: 82%

Number of prior sexual partners (p.18):

0: 20%
1: 46%
2-4: 56-60%
5-15: ~70%
16+: ~80%

as player culture becomes more prevalent the chances of having stable families becomes less likely. as commentor Franklin have stated, “the only individuals who can benefit from modern culture are sluts and players”. Indeed, when I first come to the USA from the old country, the greatest culture shock I found is that American kids care far more about hooking up than their academic pursuits, but in modern American culture they are completely correct, as it is far more advantageous to be a player on welfare than a hard working engineer to have your earnings taxed to feed the player and his illegitimate kids.

As feminism becomes prevalent where choices of partners are purely female choice, the mens need for validation from women to get sex drives them to learn game. Despite what they say on the outside, feminism and the game culture have a symbiotic relationship. Without feminism men do not need validation from women to find partner or sex, game would not be needed.

“Modern women are constantly being hit on by players, which is why they put up a bitch shield to discourage players from hitting on them. They are not to be blamed for this, as the entire culture is rotten to the core”- Franklin


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