Feeling out of phase with modern people in terms of values on whats right and wrong

18 12 2017

This happened during a conversation at a gathering of young people I went to. When the  girls of the group speak of their numerous previous lovers and them having sex, including a girl at the gathering who is 19 years old and she already have had more than 5 different memorable “lovers” to speak of, it triggered an instinctive gag reflex in me that I was fortunate enough to have it under control. I felt disgusted when they speak of their sexual promiscuity so freely.

However; if I were to speak of my whoring adventures in NV and Mexico they will probably feel the same towards me. It is clear to me that I am completely out of phase with modern people in terms of moral values

(me: promiscuity is worse than prostitution)

(them: prostitution is worse than promiscuity)


I didn’t know there are so many black TFL youtubers

12 12 2017

I recently came across a youtube channel here that has a collection of uploads from black TFLer (stands for “True Forced Loneliness”, a youtube term for incels). I was very much surprised as from stereotypes they are the pimps, the stylish and suave rappers who are smooth talkers to women i.e. natural seducers. Aren’t many white women(both American/Canadian as well as European) fetishize black men the same way Asian women fetishize white men?

Many of these brothas complain how sistaz have attitude and unrealistic standards yet in my own experience I had good experiences with black women. Its the Asian women who has the attitude, as they only fuck white guys and they feel like they have something to prove.

Wow, this is some surreal shit right here. I would think there are more Asian youtubers who complains about being TFL(unless they are less likely to speak up about it) but all you can find are channels like Ling Anderson who just claim that Asian men should just either turn gay or become trans.

Here are some sample vids by Oreo Man:

and Baraka Mkray:

Stefan Molyneux is completely right…

20 11 2017

True enough, America is the Roman Empire of modern day. I have no incentive to defend a society that tramples me into the ground. I pray to the good lord each day for its inevitable demise. I am ready to cheer as it burns


Keeping a relationship as a former incel, passing and failing shit tests, meditation on the emotional pain on losing the relationship

31 01 2017

I realize that on many incel forum online discussions people often talk about getting the relationship. However; few speak of keeping the relationship and dealing with the emotional pain of losing the relationship some incels spent a lifetime to finally obtain.

For the non-cel, many of them have a life time of practice on passing shit tests by women since middle school. For the incel they do not. To the incel who finally obtained the relationship, on the emotional level he clearly needs her more than she needs him. The common mistakes the former-incel would make is that he will try to please her every whim and desire, and be overjoyed at her approval, which in turn he will ultimately lose her respect.

Other mistakes in today’s world of texting would involve becoming anxious when the woman does not respond to his text in time, narratives of her dumping him would run through his head. The fear and the paranoia of losing the relationship stress on his mind.

In today’s society, due to women’s unchecked hypergamous nature the idea that she will one day walk out on you on a whim or cheat on you with an individual like Mr. J, is an unfortunate reality.

Former incels should meditate on these unfortunate realities like the samurai who meditate on his own death in the most horrific ways in battle, or dying of disease. The former incel should meditate on the possibility of the cheating partner, being dumped, her walking out on him on a whim, being nexted for a hotter guy, being divorced and half of his money, etc. This is a necessary act in handling the emotional pain even the most experienced non-cel might succumb to.

“Every morning a warrior should recommit himself to death. In morning meditation, see yourself killed in various ways, such as being shredded by arrows, bullets, swords, and spears, being swept away by a tidal wave, burned by fire, struck by lightening, dying in a earthquake, falling from a great height, or succumbing to overwhelming sickness. An elder warrior said, “Once out of your front door you are surrounded by death. Once you leave your gate you are surrounded by enemies.” This saying is not merely a parable, but a way to prepare for your fate.” — Yamamoto Tsunetomo, Hagakure


Reading Elliot Rodger’s Manifesto, some thoughts

29 05 2014

I recently read the early parts of Elliot Rodger’s manifesto. Needless to say his story sparked a lot of thoughts and emotions from me. Similar to myself, video games was a central part of his life in the younger years. Like him, I was obsessed with the latest console and technology. I had a non-existent social life in high-school except for the few I spoke with at the lunch period of misfits. I spent most of my time in game during my out of school hours, and it just seems that everything else in life are just things that got in the way between me and my games. Later video games became a major distraction for me in my academic pursuits as my obsession with it made me have trouble budgeting my time. It seems to me, many incels have video game addiction, even Aziz Shavershian before this transformation. I am wondering what-if Elliot made the same choice Shavershian did. Elliot was short and weak, only if he sold his WOW account for a gym membership.


What also struck me is that even though in his manifesto he talk of school experiences, he mostly mentions girls, friends, hobbies and popularity. Never once did I read about anything related to the academics. When I went to school, when I did not obsess with video games I thought of academic studies. Things like girls, fashion, sports, and popularity almost never occurred to me. When my peers busting their butts pursuing beer and pussy in college I was actually baffled at their obsession, as video games and school work occupied most of my thoughts. It wasn’t until I was in graduate school did I realize I had “girl problems”. Perhaps the eastern values I mention before had saved my sanity as long as it had…


Elliot Rodgers

24 05 2014


some of PUAHate posters already beat me in posting this.  It seems that he is a PUAHate poster as well. I am wondering..If he lived, how much love letters and nude photos will he get in prison/deathrow. We all know western women love violent psychopaths… He should do what I did and go fuck whores instead. Sex for money is the most honest transaction you will ever make with a western woman. Lets hope them retards turn this into another gun control issue and leave us incels out of the media.


Believable scenario?

28 03 2014

It has already been established that the American feminist society does not value decent men, where moral and intelligent men have the lowest sexual market value, do you guys see significant amount of moral decent men, particularly Asian/Indian Americans, expatriating? Will an “exodus” happen?


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